Why I am even doing this

Ok…. Why I am even doing this? Few minutes ago it seemed like a pretty good idea to me. I don’t know… finished my work for today and thoughts start to wander around. Eventually found some catch line. Hard to break the ice. The silence. Whatever. Eventually hit “send it” – is it called “send it”? Result… very sobering. Of course nothing happen back. Does it even reaches the receiver at all? You never can be sure, cause with reaches… not only delivered and perceived by a second. Absorbed and spend few seconds with it. Blue double checkmark would be useless – what does it say out? Nothing. And what is left from the pretty good idea? Just “why I am even doing this”.